A little too early, but very needed, I am now slowing my pace down considerably with regards to all the have-to-dos in my life. With a big baby onboard, a lot of energy is poured out; and yes, it is different to be pregnant with two kiddos from before, plus a job, plus a house, plus a farm. So after a few and very clear signals from this body of mine, I figured it was time to listen up and tune down.
I guess it's all about realizing that the world actually is capable of turning without me too - and that now, looking at the big picture, there's a whole little universe inside of my belly who is soon to come out here. And that takes some preparation, too.
I am relieved, tired, and very moved by it all.
Peace & love.